Tom & Scarlett <3 |
I am really trying hard not to think about the labor at all; troubles with getting epidural (took them 3 tries, as I was shaking violently from uncontrollable pain), throwing up, the oxygen mask... not sure if anything else could have gone wrong.
Wish I ate more that day, as I had no idea what recovery from C-section meant. I didn't know I won't be able to eat anything until the next day in the afternoon. I didn't know I won't be able to walk at all the first days, I had no idea I will be hooked to catheter and IV and I had no idea where the awful soar-throat came from... Nobody told me about the terrible shakes that came after I was barely able to stand, about the scary cold sweats that kept waking me up. ..
This all happened 4 weeks ago. I still can't drive or take the stroller out on my own, walk the stairs well, run or lift anything, but I am starting to function....at least mentally :) Still waiting for my appetite to return though...
And I love our little girl more than the world, also because she is the exact replica of my Tomberry.
And she's CUUUUUTE!
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